3 Don’t keep speaking so arrogantly, letting proud talk come out of your mouth! For the Lord is a God who knows; he evaluates what people do.

3 Don’t keep speaking so arrogantly, letting proud talk come out of your mouth! For the Lord is a God who knows; he evaluates what people do.
As I read this, I realize even more how I am nothing without God in my life. He knows, HE knows, I will never fool the very God that created me HE KNOWS!!! Search my heart today god and take out what is not like u. Teach me ur ways. Even in my eating and my spending! I want to please u in every area of my life. I trust you I pray for Wisdom and direction today.

Wednesday February 5 2014

Went to the gym this morning. Did 2 miles in 30 mins started out eating healthy at subway. Had a 3″ egg white sandwich. It was very satisfying my mistake was not moving the candy from my desk!!! I hate it when I eat”in the moment”. I am starting a new day tomorrow! I can do this because I know it is God’s will for. Me to be healthy. Weighed today. Have gained 11 lbs back of what I lost!!! I can get this fat off!!! It will require me stopping the “in the moment” eating. I lost my temper leaving subway. A girl had me blocked in and wouldn’t move her car. I threatened to hit it. I was so mad!!!!! Know what I was really? Out of control!!! I quickly apologized and made the situation as right as I could. But….. I was in ” the moment” just like my eating. Even though I apologized, there was no taking back what I had done , just like in the eating. God, please help me to be aware off u and not give in to being”in the moment”